When you lose a child how long?

I love my kids. They bring me so much joy.

What I didn't know is Drs. can go in and sew the cervix tightly when you're pregnant so if your water breaks it tightly sew for women with weak cervix.

Things you find out after the fact.  My heart goes out to my baby girl,she's in a lot of pain. When you lose a child how long do you grieve, how long is the process?  Do you really get over it?

When thing go wrong who do you blame?

Who do you really point your finger at?    I know God doesn't make mistakes and I'm not questioning his authority there's just so many scenarios.

Of what could have happened.  This loss doesn't help my pain I need closure.  I kept having all these thoughts in my head that won't leave until I have answers. Today was a bad day my body ache all over and my back hurts pretty bad. My feet and legs is another story.

It's now January 1, 2015 a new year praying to God that my family prosper with the help of the Lord in every way.

God said ask and you shall receive so I'm asking God the watch over his children in 2015, asking that we gain unreasonable love for each other.

Also give us favor emotionally,physically and psychologically and keep us balanced in Jesus name.